I never write on tumblr but today I just need too. I don’t know what my problem is today but I have been seriously looking at my body for a good hour, and it’s because of a stupid person that said I am bigger than everybody else. Our society is so messed up.
But, the most messed up thing is that I listened and had it get to me…
tonight is just not my night
Yes, I am in the Miss Nevada Pageant. I know what most of you are thinking already, pageant girls……..fake girls. Well your wrong.
The fact that it is so hard for me to lose weight but all the other girls are dropping it so fast. I try everyday not to eat as much but I keep gaining it back.
But, then I realized something. Im competing in the Miss Nevada Teen Pageant not because I am the skinniest one out on stage, but because I can represent Nevada well. No, I do not look like a victoria secret model, or a model at all for any matter. But, Im here to show my state that it doesnt take a lifesize twig to win a pageant but a real, confident leader to hold a title.
That’s why I do pageants.